This is how I love you

¡God!, this is how I love you:
with that blue expression
that the colour can’t describe,
with that sweet gesture
that the flavour can’t give.

Nobody knows where you are,
many say you do not exist.
But I hope
and waiting I fear.

¡Dammed!, this is how I lose you:
with that tender smile
that my senses can’t touch,
with that vocal body
that my ears can’t hear.

“Am I asking too much?”,
someone asks
and asks inside of me.

Yesterday I dreamt of you,
I saw you again and you left,
you weren’t there when I woke up.
The mundane routine will make me forget
what, in my loneliness, I will dream again.
God!, this is how I wait for you,
and waiting I die.